Wow wee, this time of year is always out-of-control with wrapping up the school year, Christmas shoppping/ planning/ comprising, making stock for markets . . . but this week i've been riding the roller coaster of life, truly UP & down down down.
I have so many wonderful things around me, handsome soldier, happy children, a thriving home business. Now we're looking at land to start a farm, build a homestead, private school . . . i can't wait!!
Well i've spoken of my mother's struggle with Alzheimer's before, it's getting ugly now & really affecting my father. My brother, the doctor one, is bringing them to Canberra on Friday for a visit while he's at a medical conference. I can't stop thinking about how mum will be, how dad will be, how i will be?? This is a horrible nasty unfair disease which takes your loved ones away from you long before they pass. I can't stand it. My mother said, upon her diagnosis 5 years ago "i wish it was cancer, something i could fight & something i could hate".
I have two markets on this weekend, deep breaths, so distracted, mental illness sucks.
Thanks for listening, love Posie